For months I’ve been pressuring myself when to write again.
Well, today is the day I do.
Its been a month since we welcomed 2013. So its given me a
longer time to reflect on 2012.
Oh 2012. So much has happened and yet somehow, I feel like I
haven’t recovered from it. Looking back, I knew I did the right thing writing
that blog entry. Although I was quite
overwhelmed with my new found fame (only for a week) that I had and the anxiety
attacks every now and then, I’m pretty sure it made not only my dad proud, but
our whole PUNO, DELGADO, ESCALONA clan. It made us all sleep that night and the
nights after that.
Today, I couldn’t help myself, so I ended up writing my name
in Google search and revisited the past. That past. I told myself that I was
now ready to read all the positive and negative comments of the Filipino people
about what I wrote and what they thought about my dad. But I stopped myself.
Because it is now 2013, there’s no reason to look back… unless
they were good memories. And mind you, I had. Not a lot, but I had something
good to remember about 2012.
So yeah, I’m writing again because I want to. I want to
share more stories about the Bureau. I want to write about funny and sad and
challenging stories about our work and the people who visit us everyday. I want
to defend the people who work at my place. I want to speak up because not a lot
of people are brave enough to share their stories. I want to because writing
makes me feel alive and it helps me realize that it’s all going to be okay. I
want to do this because I’ve seen how powerful the internet can be and how it
can change a lot of people’s perspective.
So hello 2013. Hello to writing again. Hello to venting and
laughing. Hello to a great year ahead.
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